Friday, April 16, 2010

Day 106: Into the Light


Wormhole, April 2010

If a wormhole opened up in front of me right now, I think I would jump in. I am not used to living in chaos and disorder...it's bothersome and anxiety inducing.

There are too many things just piling up, too many people telling me different things. Too many doubts being planted. I thought I knew something and felt good about my knowing, but then the others tell me different, and I doubt myself. Now I don't know who to believe.

At this point I really want to open my eyes and be thankful that it's all a bad dream, but I know it's not. I know I have to get through this...the way I need to...which may not be easy. I know I'm alone in this...whatever I decide...it will be me who is responsible for the outcome. I just don't know if I'm going to do it right. Make the right choices.

I just have to pray for strength and knowing...to do the right thing, make the right choices. I'm on the edge though...I hope I don't fall off...

2 comments:

jethro said...

how do you excel in this pictures, you must be a natural, I have $$$$ worth of equipment and come no where close to the work of your caliber

Star Dreamer said...

Thanks. I think it's the camera phone...lol.